| i will be good. i will be good. i will be good. maybe.
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| i had a conversation with my coresident the other day that started with her saying 'remember when you were really down and ...' blah blah and i realized that she used the past tense. it's true, i'm not as depressed or sad as i have been for awhile. i think there are many factors to this. partly it's coming off a really stressful and busy rotation. partly it's making the final decision to cut T out of my life. and oddly enough, it's partly this thing that's happening with my sister. she is actually taking some time off from work and coming to nyc to have a surgery and recover at home. things like this really put things in perspective. what's important, what's worth stressing about and so on. i'm glad that i'm in a position to help my sister. it's weird though. growing up, it's not easy...
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| i think this one is really gonna stick. one sign is that the last time we broke up, i listened to otis redding these arms of mine on repeat. this time, i'm listening to mary j blige no more drama.
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| i'm in a state of flux. sunny offered very zen like advice and told me to follow my happiness. but how to assess for happiness when in a total state of confusion? the late 20s, very tricky.
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 i bought this dress over the weekend. totally unnecessary, but now the coolest dress in my wardrobe. i'm nowhere near skinny, but i'm proportioned right for this dress and it fit great. i'm excited to wear it. when and where, i have no idea. but soon. soon.
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